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im azimah. im fifteen. im not really anything at all, but i try my best to get up and go. okay and this blog's pretty depressing. articulate links Myspace Multiply Ajie Berg Elmmy♥ Farhan Fhamy Hanes Julz Mondre Naem Nerd Raudhah Ryemie Sakina Sofie backtrack March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 |
Saturday, August 22, 2009
10:06 PM oh ya ive been posting stuff on tumblr for quite some time. haha the posts are more channeled about elmmy and personal shit i guess. ask me for the link if you wanna see it. click for a clearer view. (its about a cute conversation we had haha) so common tests just ended and the fasting month has begun. im dreading the days going by but at the same time excited. im dreading the 29 more days of fasting, and how the end of year exams are just 5 weeks away, and how my O levels are so near as well ( ok la i know la next year but stress ok) im excited about spending hari raya, especially when elmmy and i have planned to wear matching baju hahahaha oh and i'll get mooolahhh yes wooohooo moolah and vacations with friends and family anddd i dont know im just hfsudhgs, a happy hfsudhgs, Uhhuh (: Oh and i got a job. Lol dad's gym on wednesdays. The pay's good (y) HAHA yes cause the boss is my dad. ok im done im thirsty. but.... hasnt anyone noticed that elmmy looks old when he smiles and there are wrinkles around his eyes??? lol. cute tho. TOP OF PAGE
Monday, August 17, 2009
12:00 AM (we need to take pictures like this babe hahaha)Hello baby, three months already huh, pretty amazing. Im pretty new to all this so im no good at monthsary thingies. Sorry ): Anyway, i still dont know how to tell you how much i love you, im still trying. And i wont stop. But to tell you the truth i honestly dont know how to put these feelings into words. Because i doubt any big mumbo jumbo word would describe how i feel about you. To sum it up i wanna be what you deserve. Haha! (shh elmmy i know you know what the haha's for lol) I just want to breathe you in. I could spend hours and hours trying to make you laugh just cause seeing you laugh makes me feel so alive. I love your laughter. It makes everything feel so googly hahaha and yes wiggly. Then we'll dance like idiots at the bird watching place again. I loved that day (: Thank you for being there for me when im being a pain in the ass. Thank you for inspiring me, for picking me up and for pushing me forward. I love you. (I could tell you a million times and i would still want to say it again, honestly) 3 months alr elmmy! 3 months! And i hope this doesnt end. oh god no. TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, August 13, 2009
6:05 PMhell im fucking annoyed. i took new photos and i thought it was all transferred properly to the computer so i didnt check the folders before deleting the photos from my camera. fuck they were pretty pictures. what's gotten into me! oi elmmy wake up wake uppppppppppppppppp. i need you now ): TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
6:14 PM my long weekend went great. four days spent with my baby was all i needed. love you elmmy. i miss alot of my friends so much. ive been so busy with school and stuff ive lost track of things. lately my schoolwork's been improving, some other stuff's still the same. low self esteem's still getting the best of me. it still drags me down deep into the depths of the waters of depression haha. or maybe it's just today, maybe today's a bad day, i dont know for sure. all i do know is errrrrrr ok i know nothing really. ha. sometimes i wish i had a twin so i could trade lives with. (i might move to another site and delete this blog. ) TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, August 6, 2009
8:45 PMIm sorry baby i just feel so helpless sometimes. God if youre there please help me. I know im strong. TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
6:36 PM but all i can do is hug you and tell you everything's going to be alright,anything to make you smile again. you think you know how much i love you. (you have no idea.) TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, August 2, 2009
10:34 PM i have so little time left, so little its scary. very ok. tests are coming, im scared. i cannot screw up this time. later elmmy bite. damn. jabidah help! & it sucks that im getting lesser money to spend or save because of the goddamn medical bills. shitpissfuckcunttttt angry ok i didnt ask to get sick and i didnt want to see all the weird doctors who think im crazy. & i hate the teachers, all of them like seriously. ok except Mdm.A and Ms.T. Mdm.A is just awesome in all sorts of ways, i love biology cause of her. Ms.T is fun because she gives me chocolate and gummies to make me feel good. the others are such blood suckers. especially Mr.L. ew ew ew ew the eyebrows oh the horror! i miss shopping ._. oh my god i want dresses ok and errr shirts. and my hair to grow fast. and my old nehs back hahhahaha losing weight not so fun la actually. hahaahhahaahah cb. ok you know, one night i had a dream that i was blogging about how i had a dream which i forgotten about so i didnt really type about the dream but i typed about how i forgot about the dream. but i forgot what happened in the end. omg dejavu! hahahehehohehahububu. get it get it?  i miss my family. raudhah yes you. and sakina uhhuh. and everyone even atuk. yes atuk. but nenek the most. i miss your hugs nenek! if only you read my blog lol. speaking of nenek, im sure all of you have heard the nenek jual keropok story shit, thursday night there was a knock on my door. loud. my little sister and i were like *GASP!* and we were like looking at each other like O.O and then my brother went out of his room cos he heard the knocking on the door and he was like O.O, so the three of us were like O.O and then, i ran behind a wall, my sister hid behind the sofa armrest, my brother went to check the peephole. i was like "Dont do it abang, dont!" but he peeped anyway. and then he turned to me and my little sister like :O! then my sister and i were like "Mamaaaa!!!" yeah literally we were yelling for our mom because my brother was opening the door slowly. "Yakult!" the yakult nonya FINALLY cried. Then everyone laughed. Cb this is why guys should never be trusted. Suspense ok suspense. ok but elmmy isnt a guy, he's a raccoon. very trustworthy raccoon ok happy? hahaha ily butthead. TOP OF PAGE |
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