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im azimah. im fifteen. im not really anything at all, but i try my best to get up and go. okay and this blog's pretty depressing. articulate links Myspace Multiply Ajie Berg Elmmy♥ Farhan Fhamy Hanes Julz Mondre Naem Nerd Raudhah Ryemie Sakina Sofie backtrack March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 |
Thursday, July 30, 2009
9:26 PM Elmmy,I love you. I love who you are. Im proud of you. I love your flaws and perfections. You make me laugh, you make me cry, you make me angry and you make me so incredibly happy and i love all that. Sometimes you scare me, and i love that too. You make me think, sometimes when i dont want to. Im greatly thankful for that. You are a wonderful, complex human being, and you inspire me to be better, so much better. So i love you. I keep thinking about our first date, and how our palms were sweating, how i was shaking when i gave you one mentos, about how we talked about things so random and how you chased after the last bus home for me, and oh, how i felt all warm and content and happy when i got home. Elmmy i still laugh and smile at myself just thinking about how i kept peeling the skin from your finger cause i wanted your attention. What-the-hell zimah, but i guess i must have done something right cause look where we are now! I know, only coming to about three months, but its really big for me. Never thought this was possible for someone like me. I love it when you wink at me. Like i still get tingles from my toes all the way up to the tip of my head. I still get weird butterflies (and im smiling at the thought of it as im typing this). I love it when you kiss my forehead when i cry and hug me so tight as if i was slipping away. I love it when you push the hair away from my face and look into my eyes when you talk to me. You found me when noone else was looking, and i thank everything that brought you and i together. Seriously i have never been this happy. You opened up my eyes. Everything's much clearer now and im so thankful for that. And Elmmy thank you so much for listening to me, to what i have to say about everything, everything you ever heard about me, about my pasts. I swear im a changed person and i wont ever let you down. I promised. I am really excited to see how our story turns out. I think its going to be a really really really good one. I hope it never ends. Take that, paragraphs! I get 5000 points tyvm :P TOP OF PAGE |
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