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im azimah. im fifteen.
im not really anything at all, but i try my best to get up and go.
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Friday, July 17, 2009 11:15 PM
0108 | 170509 | a post for Elmmy.


i hate it when you're mad or feeling sad.
sweetie im here. smile for me, i like seeing your teeth.
i love your laughter. pretty strange, honestly, but i like it cause its yours.
i like surprises, and youre amazingly unpredictable.
i love the way you make me laugh til i cant breathe and make my tummy feel like exploding.

two months have passed and i still cant believe its happening
cause i used to think stuff like this wasnt for me.
somehow you managed to pick me up when i was lower than i could ever remember.
im a little better as a person than before because of you.
im still an idiot now but im making progress cause i used to be an asshole.

i know its hard but you'll get through this,
just keep holding my hand tightly
and i promise you'll be alright
because it broke my heart watching you hurt and that made me realise
i would do anything to protect you,
or make things okay again.

we're going to be alright hun,
i still wake up every morning wanting the first thing i see to be you.

although i get my moodswings sometimes, i try my best to give you all i can because i dont want to fuck this up.
oh and sometimes its just the medicine im taking that's causing the moodswings,
bear with me on this okay?

so now tell me, whats first in your list?

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