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im azimah. im fifteen. im not really anything at all, but i try my best to get up and go. okay and this blog's pretty depressing. articulate links Myspace Multiply Ajie Berg Elmmy♥ Farhan Fhamy Hanes Julz Mondre Naem Nerd Raudhah Ryemie Sakina Sofie backtrack March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 |
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
2:44 PM  I dont feel a thing, actually. Maybe im just jaded. I have done okay in my Mid Years. Not, perhaps, as well as i should have, but certainly not as bad as i thought it would be. Everything is going the other way round. To think about it, i havent had control over situations for a long time. Shit. My body has a mind of its own. Maybe im pushing myself too much. Im only human, i cant do all the things on my to-do list all at once. Im not perfect. Im irresponsible and impulsive and ignorant and so many other words could define my imperfection. Like the many words that couldnt. How did i get here anyway? But theres no turning back now, and somehow i love it. Anyhoo tomorrow i would be skipping school for an appointment at SGH. I dont really feel like talking to anyone except you though. The upside, however, is that i get excused from NAPFA tests tomorrow. I told Alvin i would be giving him my famous chewy brownies in school tomorrow too. Hagagagaga psyche! Im hitting dad's gym again today to work some extra baggage off. Gonna do this pretty regularly now since holidays are coming and i already lost some weight so its gna be easier to bring sexy back. Haha lol rofl lmao -.- My waist is bruised because of elmmy. Help! TOP OF PAGE |
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