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im azimah. im fifteen.
im not really anything at all, but i try my best to get up and go.
okay and this blog's pretty depressing.

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 3:58 PM
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but i will never stop
no amount of therapy or counseling or screams or slaps would stop this
its eating me up hell yeah eats eating me up and soon there wont be any of me left.
im sorry. haha not really. bipolar bipolar azimah is bipolar.
i cant see the exits. i feel like shit.

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I know yesterday i did a little crappy. I didnt finish the last paragraph of my second essay. Ah well. Bio went okay today. I dont think im going to get A1 this time round but whatever i dont really care. Tomorrow's E Math paper 2. Friday's literature and i hate literature because of Ms Deepa so why bother! The bottomline is : im psyched for Have Heart. (insert schoolgirl shrieks)

I did a series of good deeds today. I taught some of my friends about some Bio stuffs to help them understand even when it meant i had to wake up earlier than everyone else. I offered an old lady a seat in the bus and that made her smile. Her smile made me smile. Lol joy from strangers. Oh yeah and i got off the bus a stop early and walked with my sister home when i saw her walking all aloney. Okay thats not really a good deed but it's been a long time since i walked with her. Okay i have tution later and afterwards meeting up with the furry rodent again for help with E Math revisions.

I missed 90210 again last night. Fuck. Now im pissed.

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Honey cut me a new smile
I cant decide on things lately
But atleast just stay for awhile
I'll be okay soon, just maybe.


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