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im azimah. im fifteen. im not really anything at all, but i try my best to get up and go. okay and this blog's pretty depressing. articulate links Myspace Multiply Ajie Berg Elmmy♥ Farhan Fhamy Hanes Julz Mondre Naem Nerd Raudhah Ryemie Sakina Sofie backtrack March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 |
Monday, March 30, 2009
11:16 PM TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, March 28, 2009
5:21 PM I dont know how to feel. The week passes in a mixture of surprises. I have done well in my CAs. Not, perhaps, as well as i should have, but certainly not as bad as i thought it would be. What's going on? Everything is going the other way round. Why are the nights getting longer? I am so tired. I cant even feel my body anymore. I dont feel happy, or angry, or disgusted, or sad. But my brain tells me i should feel something. Am i severing my emotions along with my veins? But surely thats a reason to continue? Feelings hurt you. I dont want to feel anything. If you feel happy, something bad is bound to come along and spoil it. If youre looking forward to something, it'll never turn out to be as good as you thought. And feeling bad is just, the bottom of the pit. There is no light; no hope. It makes no sense. I make no sense. If you dont feel anything then you can never be dissappointed. -- Okay so much for typing a long post this time. But im heading out in a few minutes, with my family. Yeah so maybe some other time. Wuuhuuu i feel like getting piercings. Hmm belly? Errrrr.. TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, March 26, 2009
9:55 PM
someone asked me a question today. sure, people have asked me all sorts of questions, but not this one. and this question silenced me. i really couldnt speak and i went blank. i couldnt answer and i swear its fucking bothering me. but i dont know where to find the answer. gotta get me some luvin' ~~~ lol okay the next post will be something long and like a real post so sorry i havent been blogging properly. fuck that, this blog is fucking dead anyway. TOP OF PAGE
Monday, March 23, 2009
5:21 PM thinspiration!TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, March 21, 2009
3:16 PM theres no turning back now.and i love it. TOP OF PAGE
Friday, March 20, 2009
11:02 PM
thanks so much for bitching! fuck all of you kthxbye! TOP OF PAGE
1:58 PM
i dont want this, and i dont really need it. im not the one that you want, i'll always let you down. and you know it. im sorry. i am completely discontent with how many different things are going on right now. enough. im done with this shit. i just wont give a flying fuck anymore. TOP OF PAGE |
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